| FUCK YEAH!!! |
[Mar. 27th, 2007|11:01 am] |
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I'M GOING TO 4TH YEAR, BITCHES! I CAN'T STOP TALKING ABOUT IT! WOOHOO! |
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| what a great way to start the year.. |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|08:26 pm] |
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its so fucking annoying! why does everything have to go wrong?? first of all, there is so much drama in my life that its not even funny anymore.. its just plain messed up.. and to add to the pile of shit called my life, i got sprained yesterday while playing basketball.. this is the 2nd sprain i got in 3 months.. that so not cool.. AND in addition to that, i got the flu! damn it! a have colds, i have a slight fever and im semi-grounded.. woohoo.... party talaga ng buhay ko, grabe.. fuck this.. |
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| you know this is for you.. |
[Jan. 4th, 2007|08:54 pm] |
SORRY.. i really wish there was more i can say.. i know this is all my fault and im sorry.. SORRY SORRY SORRY.. thats been the one word that sums up my life recently.. everything going on in my life now revolves around that stupid, over-used word..
one thing that is really bothering me now is the fact that all i have left is a chocolate wrapper, a few notes and drawings and a picture.. oh wait, there is something else i have pa pala.. i have all the good memories.. but thats it.. i dont want to be left with just memories.. i want to make more memories.. i dont know if that made sense to you.. as of now, i dont know what to do.. im down for the count, barely alive.. even though im like this right now, im not giving up.. remember that.. I AM NOT GIVING UP! |
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| it's so frickin' unfair! |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|05:29 pm] |
i was having a blast in polo today.. everything was going so well! the water was cold but still nice, the sun was up and the wind was blowing.. before going to polo, i was thinking to myself, "nothing is gonna ruin this day for me.." i ate lunch in polo (courtesy of migi) and we played dota there too.. like i said, nothing was gonna ruin my perfect day.. what really made it great was the fact that i was gonna see someone really special to me.. i couldnt wait to see her.. she was the reason why i was so happy.. when she finally came, everything just seemed to become even more wonderful.. we swam, we talked about everything and we bummed around.. what more could i possibly ask for right? what a great day..
just when i thought it was impossible to knock me off the high i was in, something really surprising but, at the same time, oddly predictable happened.. let's just say some bad vibes came along.. it totally killed my feeling of content with the day.. it was just too much for me to handle.. i didn't wanna leave but i saw no other way.. i knew that if i stayed, i'd just be torturing myself because i would want nothing more than to spend as much time as possible with her but since he was there, that wasn't such a bright idea.. so, i just decided to go home and sulk on my own, hence, this entry.. i feel so bad because i knew that i could spend so much time pa with her if only he didn't show up.. i guess that's how God is giving me my karma.. haha! fuck life.. it's so evil! it never just lets things go your way!
to end this post, i just want to express how much i miss the girl i'm talking about.. i miss her.. there are more things i wanna say about her but, for now, that'll have to do.. |
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| someone, help.. please! haha |
[Dec. 15th, 2006|08:44 am] |
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okay, my problem now is im really confused.. as always.. haha! if you know me well enough, you will notice that im ALWAYS confused.. especially when it comes to this certain person that makes me feel every emotion known to man.. haha! nico, shut up! sorry, i wont expound on that na.. haha! anyway.. whats really confusing me now is the fact that everything seems to be going so well but sometimes, i just think its too good to be true? but lately, its like shes been different.. i dont know, its like... ARGH!! i dont know! i just feel something is different now.. its really annoying how i cant put my finger on exactly what that change is.. these are the moments when a good snickers would be great to have.. haha! i just wish everything gets better.. i dont like being confused anymore.. its very tiring thinking about these things every night.. haha! but even though this is how i feel, im glad i have this person back in my life.. haha! thats all! i have to start thinking about the christmas play na.. haha! its on december 16-17 at bay 1 in san antonio parish at 7:30pm.. its entitled "MAYBE THIS CHRISTMAS.." please bring your family! its a good play! hahaha! |
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| WWE Smackdown! vs. Raw |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:21 pm] |
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i found a new way of getting shit out of my mind! WWE Smackdown! vs. Raw! the best game ever! its sp fun to just beat the crap out of someone! haha! and you can put people through 2 tables! ouch! haha! but im so addicted to it now.. ive found my new addiction! woohoo! hahahaha! |
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| :D |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|04:38 pm] |
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i hate chem.. the end.. haha!:)) |
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| Too bitin!!! Noooo!! |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|01:08 am] |
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the luke weekend is this weekend na.. i dont really know how to feel.. initially, i feel excited because im gonna get to relive the luke weekend without cleaning dishes for the first time.. however, the more dominant emotion playing around in my head now is sadness.. i guess it's mainly because of the thought of the end of team.. its so sad! the past few months with team have been amazingly fun!it team meeting became such a big part of my week. it was something i constantly looked forward to.. i dont understand why some people say that the teaming process is boring.. our team was anything but boring.. our team is so well-bonded that i cant imagine not seeing them every weekend.. Cam and Martina have been such great team leaders! they stood up for us a lot and they never really got mad at us.. i dont know how we would have gotten things done if they werent there to lead us.. thanks so much, cam and marts!
the last team get-together before the weekend itself was one of the greatest days of my life! we got to ride the coaster to be able to play paintball near mall of asia! it was so much fun! surprisingly, Cam was really good! she was so brave! she made us sugod by herself! haha! after paintball, we stopped over at mcdo because the girls(+javier) wanted to buy milkshakes.. since we're cool, andro, guido and i decided to separate and buy in select instead.. wala lang, just felt like sharing that.. haha! when we went to the bus, we came up with soooo many stupid knock knock jokes! it was so funny! when we reached the house of javier, we all jumped into the pool with our going out clothes on! i felt so free! it was the best! it was surprising that everyone, except marivic, ended up seriously jumping with clothes on.. what made swimming even more fun were the toys in the pool like the BIG jetski thinggy and, of course, the snake pit!! oh, and let's not forget, the dazzling tricks of javier off the diving board.. ah yes, good times.. haha! after swimming, we ordered pizza and destroyed it like hell! for some weird reason, there was also balut! seeing fenina eat the balut made me laugh! she was so praning! haha! a few minutes after eating, they decided to swim again! it was made extra cool because of the rain! when we were done with swimming, andro and i was picked up by jed! haha! in migi's we were watching fight club and we ate rufos.. mmmm, yummy! but since i was tired na, i fell asleep right away! roughly, thats how my last day with team was..
Basically, what im trying to say no is that i love team and i love each and every member! thanks so much for putting up with us, marts and cam! |
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